it's English.. you know

Seriously I had nothing to post about today. Maybe this is not a good time to blog or post about love, about friends, about family, neither anything about school stuffs. Maybe I was just tired and worn out for the activities I've got today that my brain blog cells are not working for this moment.

Well the expected plan was delayed but it never surprised me. I just have to adjust these plans but I can say I'm wasting time. I'm wasting my remaining days before school comes again. I hate my schedule and as a matter of fact, I hate school, I hate waking up too early to arrange my things, fix myself, repeated 5 times in a week. Jerking with my friends at school are sort of part of my reasons to go to that scary place. and yes it creeps me 10 times..

When will I able to say that I'm ready with everything I used to do. yes, it's true, the 2 years of becoming a college student really sucks, when all of the times I think wasted at that fucking school must have been with the time of myself reflecting that I'm a loser nothing is real nothing will happen to my future and that ends my tragic life rest in pieces.

But I want success so bad...