I've been thinking about you lately

The song in my playlist keeps on repeating

just like your voice bumped on my head replaying, and replaying

the words you used to discuss doesn't even matter,

your smile and laughter causes me this shiver.

I've seen you a thousand times in my sleep

even as i close my eyes , i can feel you breathe

the warm inside this room was tender just like you

how i wish i was able to see you cause i feel so blue

every time i asked you why, you just blink there 

like a space on clouds so vast and deep,

i can see through your eyes 

that you don't have any answers to blurt out, i knew it.

you don't look good, plenty times as i'm with you.

i'm okay but you're not. it was so selfish.

I'm happy with your presence, unlike at what you feel.

I'm sorry for keeping you around, 

I only want you here. 

If I found time and courage to let go,

I promise I would stay away, just to see you grow.

I can let you know that I loved you so long time ago,

i was chained on your boundaries,

I was here in you box. I was knocking a couple of times,

just open your heart, i want to hear it beating for me..

There was thousand message I've had received from you,

but i can only tell the messages that was really for me, 

there was just hundreds of thoughts you asked about how am i for today,

only 10 was showing you were happy with me,

there were 5 saying you missed me,

and only 1 saying I should have been more careful

but there was no message to tell me, 

you've loved me, the way I do

just like my thousand message for you