You act so innocent but you lied so soon..
I'm starting to feel Calvin's works. He got the nerve actually! I can feel it in my veins, so perfect. Perfect for my adrenalin.
So how's my second week at school. I got tired, more often. Now my bestfriend have gone to her place, im effin left again with this shits im in, especially this school shits. they always bother me, every night, haunts me like im dead for so long time ago.
about my ex, i still miss him, i want to text him so bad but i shouldnt and there's no reason for me to do that. its a crap. and about my anchor, he's still cute, i admire him for texting me first but theres still a thing that is missing.
finally im not yet happy. though some mantra look forward to believe that happiness is a matter of choice. for sure it opposes the matter of responsibility and discipline. im sorry for myself that i grew to that two things. being a good person are hinged with the quality of being responsible and well disciplined, but now that im growing, summers had past through my eyes, i cant choice what i deserve, happiness are trapped.
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